Yesterday would've been my Anniversary Day with Calvin. I would have owned him for 1 full year. It's been almost 2 months, and there isn't a day that goes by without thoughts or talk of Calvin. My time spent with him felt like a lifetime, but it still wasn't enough. I always think about him. I think that I'll always think about him. His sickness was just so unexpected. So wrong. I don't know why it happened, and I will never know. I guess that I'll just have to keep myself sane by knowing that, while he was alive, we gave each other more love than anybody could ever imagine.